
I know this sounds quite scientific;
but it’s not. In fact, I do assure you that what follows in the
space of the next two pages – or thereabouts – is the intentionally
fragmented thought, in order for it to look like it has always been
part of a unitary text, of a man who, in doing so, has risen himself
high above time, to look into it, and high above all temporal
demarcations, to look at them.
What follows below is, then, this
man’s line of thought in the form of more than one line being enough
to comprise this very line. So, all the necessary lines that his
line of thought covers will have to be dialogue-like because this is
the only way all the inner lines of his line of thought can
communicate with each other to form his singularly positive line of
thought on his a-temporal account of time.
This man thus stands against, and in
front of, this man, his himself, for the following inquiry into
time’s lack of temporality in a world that shouldn’t miss it at all.
“My dear temporarily alienated self,
let’s then embark on our dialogic expedition by simultaneously
beginning and ending time and its temporal course through the
world.”
“Notwithstanding my acceptance of
your proposition, I must ask you why you think we should have this
talk at all about time and its becoming a-temporal by means of a
simultaneous entry into, and exit out of, time itself?”
“For it’s precisely in this
simultaneity of time’s points of existence (the beginning being its
point of existence through which it comes into existence and the end
being its point of existence through which it goes out of
existence), which might also be referred to as the mutual
annihilation of its points of existence, that time can truly be
a-temporal. If you deprive it of this simultaneity, or annihilation,
time will then always be fated to bear its own temporality with
dignity and, consequently, fatally bear on its very temporality.”
“I understand now. So, time has to
begin and end its temporal course, as it were, at the same time in
order for it to become a-temporal. Oh, I think I get you now even
more than when I used to: if it annihilates both its beginning and
its end, time can then be a-temporal because it no longer has any
point of existence either to come into existence or to go out of
existence; so, by actually ceasing to exist, it becomes a-temporal.”
“Very correct: time can only be
a-temporal if it completely ceases to exist. Out of its existence,
or, as some might argue, beyond its existence, time is superiorly
a-temporal.”
“I understand… but this in itself
and by itself raises two difficult problems to overcome, and I’m
afraid that what you have just said, your solution to time’s need to
be a-temporal, which is equally mine, as I’m your yourself, will get
complicated exponentially by its under-running, and intellectually
stalking, aporias. One is, if time becomes a-temporal
only upon its going out of existence, since it then no longer exist,
how can it still be one way or the other, temporal or a-temporal? By
ceasing to exist in order for it to exist in just one specified way,
doesn’t it cease to exist at all, including in the way in which it
has been prescribed to exist if it ceases to exist? Of course, this
would necessarily imply that, in order for time to exist – in one
way or the other – it doesn’t have to cease to exist at all, but
only partially. Time, if it wants to become truly a-temporal, it
does need to cease to exist, by annihilating both its beginning and
its end into a simultaneous taking out of existence of both its
beginning and its end, but it merely has to cease to exist
partially, and not completely, when it would actually no longer be
able to be either temporal or a-temporal simply because these two
modes of existence have become invalid owing to its going (or having
recently gone) out of existence. Time thus needs only a partial
going out of existence in order to cease to exist thoroughly if it
truly wants to become a-temporal. And two, logically out of
one, is, if time only needs a partial going out of existence
in order to cease to exist completely so that it may acquire a real
a-temporal nature, does this mean there can generally be two ways of
going out of existence: a partial one, which ultimately takes
nothing out of existence if it still exists to be one way or the
other, and a total one, which would positively take out of existence
everything that has so far existed, letting thus nothing of prior
existence still to exist to be one way or the other? So, you see, my
good self of mine, these are the two difficulties that might stop
you, while you’re still not me, from making time genuinely
a-temporal for all eternity or, at least, for the duration of this
brief account of time’s lack of temporality. How do you respond to
these two aporias and what is your solution to circumventing
their illogical grip?”
“My good self, thank you for your
not being myself yet. If you had already been myself, I would never
have taken notice of these two hurdles in the way of my attempt at
making time truly a-temporal. And, of course, thank you for showing
them to me in as bright a light as only the light of prolix
arguments can offer. If, in what I have to say next, in conclusion
to your having found many a fault with my attempt at making time
a-temporal, and until the conclusion of our debate on time’s lack of
temporality, you look for two counter-aporias, which, in
their turn, would ad infinitum propagate other rows of
aporias, I must then inform you this is not my current line of
thought, and it will not be mine as long as we are still disjointed
into my independently self of yours and, respectively, your equally
independent self of mine. My line of thought doesn’t lie in
countering one already revealed set of aporias with another
one just about to be revealed. Instead, I will go on pursuing my
attempt at making time duly a-temporal and giving it a proper
account of how it has become so, irrespective of how many other
aporias I’ll still be running into.”
“You have all my attention and my
net of logic is extensively cast to catch any other illogical glitch
that might rise from your positively free line of thought.”
“So, I have originally stated that
time can be made a-temporal if its beginning and its end are
simultaneously suppressed. I have also said that it’s only in this
simultaneity (or simultaneous annihilation of both its beginning and
its end) that time gets what it needs to become truly a-temporal.
But, in stating all this, which you have plainly disagreed with by
affirming the logical impossibility of time’s becoming really
a-temporal on the grounds of its not being able to cease to exist
partially in order for it not to cease to exist completely,
have I also said why time has to do away with both its beginning and
its end if it wants to become purely a-temporal?”
“You seem to have only given an
insight into how time becomes a-temporal: by taking out of
existence its beginning and its end, and by depriving itself of its
temporal birth and death.”
“Indeed, I have so far been quite
scanty in providing a good explanation of time’s reason for wanting
to become a-temporal; but I seem to have been even scantier in
giving the true mechanics of time’s becoming a-temporal. I think it
doesn’t really matter why time wants to become a-temporal; we all
know, while we’re still different from each other, that time only
wants something as long as we want time to want something. So, to be
honest, it’s us who wish time would be this way or the other way: in
my case, while it’s still mine, a-temporal. As for how it’s become
so, or can indeed become so, based on my solution to this problem, I
needn’t talk much. The mechanics of time’s lack of temporality is
quite simple. They follow a pattern very much in line with this
temporal insufficiency that makes time truly a-temporal: a different
dearth, which is not temporal, but rather of proportion. Time seems
to become a-temporal only if parts of it – its extremities – are cut
off of its body. Apparently, the time that is a-temporal is a
mutilated time. A time that is incomplete: a time that is missing
something from its body. Then, if this is the case, I can ask
myself, feeling now en route to rejoin you, my former, primal
and basic self, how can time be both incomplete and mutilated (that
is, a-temporal, at least according to my definition), and also whole
(that is, of time; it being, a-temporal or not, of an evenly
distributed substance)? Seemingly, only out of, and beyond
time, if it’s to become truly a-temporal. This means that time, when
it’s a-temporal, or in its a-temporal habiliments, is either
incomplete and mutilated, hence handicapped and not able to run and
pass, or whole and fully able to run and pass, but rather than being
in, and belonging to, this time, which borders on its past (a
beginning that always ends) and its future (an end that always
begins), it is actually out of, or even beyond it. In
conclusion, it having finally arrived at the last line of my line of
thought, now almost indiscernibly yours, time can only be a-temporal
if it does go out of existence; however, this is neither partial,
nor total, for this going out of existence doesn’t mean
extinction, but rather mutation; so, time can only become
a-temporal if, by going out of existence, and instead of ceasing
ultimately to exist either partially or completely, it mutates
itself out of its temporal existence, which is limited by a
beginning and an end to time itself, straight beyond its temporal
confines, in the purest lack of temporality I will ever wish to
know.”
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